Juz venting out..

UPDATE: Everything's done. I'm back to 'happy' and grateful again ;-p  (1.30pm 12 Dec 09)

Today hasn't been an 'easy' day for me to stay 'positive' and feel grateful. Besides having PMS, DH and Mia have also been making me feel so irritated... plus sakit gastric lagi... What a lethal combination especially during 'the' time of the month! arrghhhh!

I really hate it when DH delays on matters that requires his attention. I think he wishes that I can do EVERYTHING on his behalf; sometimes I wish so too.. but when it comes to dealing with banking or legal matters, of course they want him to personally attend to it.. Such as redirecting his renewal credit card to JB, signing some papers, bla, bla, bla... He could spare some time to go outside to do some Xmas shopping for the hotel but can't even spare some time to settle his own S**T!

During times like this, I wish I was back in KK... I can escape and 'separate' myself from everybody  at home and go somewhere without creating suspicion... Juz drop Mia off at MIL's or my parent's and go... release some tension.. or lock myself in my home office. Over here, there's no place to hide.. The living room is occupied by DH and bedroom occupied by Mia. The best I can do is hide behind the curtains.

Fight or flight? I prefer to fly away from arguments. I don't see the point in fighting.. everybody gets hurt. I prefer to sacrifice myself cuz normally in a day or so, I would've forgotten about it already. Thanks to my 'hypotensive' medical condition. We'll see how it goes tomorrow.. I may need to use the Stress Reduction Kit!