Last monday, I woke up feeling really REALLY sick.. sick like a dog. My whole body was aching; joints, muscles (sakit mcm mau branak oh) plus I was down with fever. I wasn't feeling well the night before; had indigestion. I was unable to sleep comfortably, even after drinking Eno.. Luckily, DH was off. He took me to d Dr. The next day, no more body ache and fever. But, I was feeling lightheaded, lemas and macam mau muntah the whole day. Checked my BP; it was 85/53.. patutla.. So, DH asked her mum to come over to our house to jaga both Mia and I.
Yesterday, I was feeling well enough to go to the gym and hit the threadmill. Fast juga I recovered kan.. Last nite, DH said "I know why you sick.. becoz you stress Gotty (my Shih Tzu) mati kan?". I was like "Isshhh, teda la". Gotty has been sick for quite sometime. I was wishing that he would die soon; rather than sengsara. So I kasih cuci-cuci him a bit last sunday, taking my time. Gotty died the next day.
Today, I had a revelation! Here are a few incidences that helped me connect the dots. Btw, I dun normally get sick (really.. really sick like last monday). I only visit the dr 1-2x a year.. Sometimes I dun get sick at all in an entire year..
1.) I was taking care of MIL (who was just discharged from hospital after an operation). After she recovered, suddenly I got really, really sick. Very high fever, body ache.
2.) The day after Mia was discharged from SMC last January (due to concussion), I became really ill too; same symptoms; fever, body ache.
3) My dad was really sick a couple of years ago. So, I went and urut-urut his feet. The next day, he felt better but I became really ill. Orang tua said it's 'panas' or something... My dad supposed to give me some salt to eat.. bla..bla.. can't remember what's the explanation..
Was all this a coincident or something more?
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